Jenni Shae on My Mind

For some reason I found myself thinking about my sweet cousin Jenni today. 

Jenni lost her battle with cancer in 2010 at the age of 18.

She is such an inspiration to me. When I think of her I am reminded of how blessed I have been in this life. 

A year ago as I walked across the cistern to receive my degree from The College of Charleston, I couldn't help but think of how much Jenni would have liked to experience college. That girl was made for college -- she loved to gossip and she loved Sparks. The perfect combination for a college girl. 

After Coleman and I got engaged I couldn't help but think of Jenni. 

Every little girl dreams of the day prince charming pops the question, but Jenni never got to see that dream become a reality. It doesn't seem fair, and it makes you wonder why some people get the opportunity to live out their dreams while others don't. 

For a moment thinking of her makes me sad, but then I think about what a happy soul she was, and the sadness begins to fade. She was never bitter about her cancer or the path God chose for her. 

I am a huge fan of The Band Perry, and it is amazing how much this song remind me of sweet Jenni Shae.

I know she is happy, and most importantly, I know she is pain-free.
 She is delighting in our Father's house waiting for her daddy to come up and spoil her like he always did. Until then, she will continue to smile down on everyone who ever knew her, and we will continue to feel her presence around us. 

xo, 

Shans